<body> MALIAARGH! <body>

MALIA:I make grape juice out of lemons & I'm in ♥ MALIA:Saya cakap melayu.
MALIA:Saya tidak gila tau.



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more about me

Told you i'm in love but i wanna tell you this again, i'm in love. And i love ME. I also love to randomly jumble up words and put them all together. And you'll get things like ticktockclock, kingofphiranhasbirdflocks, saccharinslumber, popcorndog, lollinggirrafe, pepperedparrot and more. Finally, i also do my part in saving the earth because i save water for i shower with my boyfriend. HEE :D

And for those who are here with means to make my blog as a huge deal of mockery, please kindly leave :)

i dont need people like you to read on more, so go POOF! okay, bye!

wishing well

1. a zebra for a pet
2. a pair of shiny wings
3. a 15 carat ring

Bite Me!

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Aishaa Kid .
Amira .
Anthony .
Azim .
Cecima .
Hafiz Salleh .
Haeqal .
Haqimah .
Iqah .
Izzat .
Jumari .
Maine .
Mima .
Natiara .
Nura .
Nuruddin .
Prss Ncc Girls .
Raudah .
Saliha .
Syam .
Taufiq .
Weisheng .
Xiaowei .
Yra .
Yuzil .
Zakk .
Zulhilmi .


on Saturday, 07 November 2009

Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
Watching: nothing
Listening: nothing
Surfing: nothing
Reading: nothing

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Friday, April 30, 2010
Dont Let Go

Hold my hands and do not let go.

12:46 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Monday, April 26, 2010
Dear NTU
Am going to submit my horrible results transcript to NTU soon.
Dear NTU, please accept me.

Hugs and Kisses,

9:49 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
It takes two hands to clap
Lately, I have been going through a complicated maze of thoughts. Being in a relationship is hard. I admit. It takes only one whole incident to bring the whole relationship down and it's hard to get it back running steadily on life's track again.

Ever since something happened between my lad and me, I would like to admit that my love wavered and up till now, i cannot find the affection that i used to have for him. I forgave him for whatever that he had done. And i know that i shouldn't let one mistake define a person. But i just can't seem to find the reason to why i feel different now, at this point of time.

I told myself, give love another chance. I did. But i know i am hurting him each day, and i know, even if he appears calm on the outside, he's crumbling on the inside.

To you, i'm sorry that if you feel like as though i'm fading away. But dude, if you help, i am here to stay.

So help me find the old me that you claim you're losing your grips on. Help me find the old me whom you think, will make this current situation better. Help me find the old me that has the affection of a real lover. Just help. Help me find the old me because i do not want to see this relationship over.

I love you dooood. I really do.
(though i still feel different inside)

2:19 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, April 18, 2010
The Guy
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you…. The one who turns to his friends and says, that’s her.”


12:32 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, April 16, 2010
I Survived gLee's hiatus!

I survived gLee's hiatus!

11:59 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Oh Hello Cricket
It saddens me to actually admit that i cannot construct proper malay sentences. What am i to do? And hanging outs have been fun. Met a circle of fun people this week. Hopefully the week after too! And well, I'm currently 'working' for this company - ldr, in which i have to facilitate young students on a city trail! Sounds fun yeah? Well, i am only an attachee (as they call it) and as one, i was still under supervision of the senior facilitators and was trained on how to manage a group of rowdy and growing up kids. Am eagerly waiting for a day in which i can start facilitating a group..because only then..i am paid.

And there's a cricket under the family's refrigerator and it has been weeks! There's no visible signs to it though. And it's one smart cricket you see! Whenever one of us started to spray the insecticide, it shuts the hell up! HAHA! Though annoyed (sometimes), however, i would love to believe that it brings luck in this household :) A companion of perhaps..Pinocchio! Whom he decided to pay us a visit and eventually decided to stay? Told the others to just let the cricket be and we're kinda accustomed to the chirpings it makes every night already! I'll update more about it in time to come! LOL.

Till then,

10:42 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Cause its people like you that need to get slew
Do you get
Do you get a little kick out of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Fuck you

11:59 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, April 04, 2010
"I hate it when people doubt your abilities when they seriously have no clue what you’re capable of. Sometimes you want to scream “watch me” but you find it meaningless to prove yourself to them. I mean, they’re not worth it."

7:33 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
The weight of my words
We're growing apart. It's as though the wall between us is separating us further, creating a distance, a boundary, a canyon so wide and scary for us to go through, to reach to each other's heart and mind.

I no longer feel how i used to feel whenever you're around. I miss those sparks in your eyes. Silly moments when we laugh till we ache our sides. And those times when we call each other names and dont get into a fight.

I spoke to you but you, you think my words are noises that can irritate a sleeping, snoring giant. And when you're nice, you only hear half of what I have to say. It's as though my mouth moves but you don't hear a thing at all. I wish i could be a mime too babe and i wish, i really wish, you could be listening.

My words are meant for you to listen. Acknowledge them. And it's for our own good. I don't blame you but I need to know what is happening. Enlighten me.

It's bleeding inside of me. And i cannot stand it.

All i wanted you to do was coax me a little, advice me, soothe my hurting heart. All i wanted you was to help me, give me suggestions, help me make wise decisions and not mock the situation or the people i got into trouble with. All i wanted you to do was listen and understand how i actually feel.

6:54 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥