Told you i'm in love but i wanna tell you this again, i'm in love. And i love ME. I also love to randomly jumble up words and put them all together. And
you'll get things like ticktockclock, kingofphiranhasbirdflocks, saccharinslumber, popcorndog, lollinggirrafe, pepperedparrot and more. Finally,
i also do my part in saving the earth because i save water for i shower with my boyfriend. HEE :D
And for those who are here with means to make my blog as a huge deal of mockery, please kindly leave :)
i dont need people like you to read on more, so go POOF! okay, bye!
1. a zebra for a pet
2. a pair of shiny wings
3. a 15 carat ring
Does it matter to you? That if im ever dead or alive.
And i'm telling you that whatever im doing, it has never ever been for myself.
Or is it? Well, let me see. For whom i do all these..
It is, indeed for you.
And is this all i get in return? You may say you love me. But words dont mean anything.
I can tell you're not sincere. It's just the fact that i'm one of your many responsibilities, that's why u have no other choice but to love me. No choice.
But then again, it may be just me. certain part of the month = unstable emotions = silly thoughts.
but when it's narrowed down to the downright truth, it totally hurts.
You're always not happy with what i do. even when i put my best foot forward.
I dont expect much from you. I dont need praises or compliments. I just want you to appreciate me!
And tell me what in this world i must do in order to let u be happy with me and feel the least contented with having me by ur side.
I just want us to spend quality time together. but it looks like you dont even bother.
Now, ask me, what i want to eat. HAHA!
see, what i mean? you cant be bothered.
coz im thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss insignificant in your life.
you may call me petty. but noone has ever spared me a thought. noone.
because this kind of embarrassing misunderstanding is not worth people's time. and ive never wished for it to happen to me either.
i feel like i dont belong.
this year, ive tried. because somehow i know it's time for either me or you to change. i gave in and decided to accommodate your something, something, something and EVERYTHING. but i tried too hard and i guess u're not up to it.
trying hard = bad. bad = stop trying luhh.
so much of the metamorphosis thing going on. PFFTs.
that's it! i want to be bad! i want to be mean!
now, i shall be a spoilt brat. im much more superior than u are!
im mummy's sweetheart! im gonna bite if u come near me!
now, im telling you i want a fancy bedsheet for raya. buy it for me! or else, i'll scream and tear ur curtains down! I DONT CARE!
i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it! i want it!
GIVE ME! GIVE ME! GIVE ME!
im the princess!
and stop giving me that stare! everyone loves spoilt brats right?
As the month Ramadhan, the month of blessings, is coming to the end, the last ten nights are very important nights.
Ayesha radhiyallahu anhaa said that the Prophet sallalahu alayhi wasallam used to exert himself in night prayer especially during the last 10 days of Ramadan.
And during the last 10 days of Ramadhan, the muslims seek the greatest night of the year. This night is known to be Lailatul Qadr : The Night of Power.
Lailatul Qadr : The Night of Power
Lailatul Qadr means the night of honour and dignity. It is this night in which the first Divine Revelation came to the Prophet sallalahu alayhi wasallam, when he was in prayer in the cave of Hira. Since this night enjoys the honour of having the first revelation brought to the Prophet sallalahu alayhi wasallam, it has been named Lailatul Qadr.
This is one of the holiest and most blessed nights, which is likely to occur on one of the odd nights on the last ten days of Ramadhan and most likely to be the 27th. The reward of worship on this night is better than the worship of a thousand months of worship, equivalent to a person's lifetime. So, on this night one should pray nafil namaz, recite the Quran, do Tasbih, Zikr, Duas, etc as much as possible.
Doa to be read
1. Seeking Forgiveness. Hazrat Aa'ishah radhiyallahu anhaa asked the Prophet sallalahu alayhi wasallam that if she happened to get the night sublime what prayer should she say. The Prophet sallalahu alayhi wasallam replied that she should say the following prayer :
"Allahumma innaka afuwwun kareemun tuhib-bul af-wa fa-afo anni" (O Allah, You are the One who grants pardon for sins, loves forgiving, so forgive me.)
Sollahs to perform
1. Do Salatul Tasbih. 2. Do Salatul Terawikh. 3. Do Salatul Tahajjud.
4. تَنَزَّلُ الْمَلَائِكَةُ وَالرُّوحُ فِيهَا بِإِذْنِ رَبِّهِمْ مِنْ كُلِّ أَمْرٍ Tanazzalul malai-katu var-roohufee ha bi izni Rabbihim min kulle amr
5. سَلَامٌ هِيَ حَتَّىٰ مَطْلَعِ الْفَجْرِ Salaamun heya hatta matla-il fajr
1. We have indeed revealed this (Message) in the night of Power: 2. And what will explain to thee what the Night of Power is? 3. The Night of Power is better than a thousand Months. 4. Therein come down the angels and the Spirit by Allah's permission, on every errand: 5. Peace!... This until the rise of Morn!
So friends, lets all seek for this holy night. The month of Ramadhan will come to an end real soon.
Lets not miss the last 10 days. Repent and seek forgiveness for yourself and for others as much as you can.
This is the best time for devotion and seeking Allah's forgiveness. Seek the Night of Qadr by special devotion during the last 10 nights of this month.
Hey. I'm really very sleepy. Sleepy i am. I know i've been blogging and crapping about how sleepy i am but seriously, i am sleepy. When u're sleepy, u're tired. And i am extra tired coz i just got back from somewhere not so near my house.
Went to buy kuih( raya cookies ) ingredients with younger sis. Really tired. And the sun is thisssssssssssssssssssssss hot. We were both drenched, in our own sweat. So u can imagine how we smell. Like cow dung..but only wayyyy nicer.
And while walking under the super hot sun, which is wayyy wayyy wayyy wayyy wayyy wayyy HOTTER than me, i was actually praying to God so that He can send down rain to chill the land of Singapore. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
My throat is thissssssssss thirsty but that's one of the many challanges when u're fast. We're suppose to be patient and to bear in mind the existence of other people who are trying to survive without water in 3rd world countries.
But i almost went berserk because of this rude salesperson at one of the many shops we went to. She was thisssssssssssssssssss (X1000 of s) rude to me and my sis that i swore i could and should have just shove her down to the very core of the earth and let her rot there. But i was fasting, decided to give it a breather. Brought my unstable but reasonable emotions under control and we proceeded with shopping for ingredients.
Hate that girl.
And damn, tuition later at 8pm. Gonna rush like mad. Like thisssss mad. And i usually miss the 1st bus which in turn makes me late for class. HAIYAH.
And i know im being super incoherent here & It' s just coz im sleepy. Super inarticulate of me.
FINALLY! , My sincere apologies goes out to both bob and jack. Couldnt tag along to Sim Lim Rectangle coz i was busy with whatnots and caught up with chores at home. Sorry folks.
Qiyamulai tmr at Ar-Raudah Mosque with fellow friends. Hope it'll be fun(:
wake up to the same routine everyday. bills are due, yet to pay. i want to watch movies but i'm plain lazy. my personal computer is thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss slow. i definitely cant wait for raya. yup, i want to go moscow. and i miss youuu.
sorry if ive not been updating. there's nothing much i can do if i were to go online.
all i do now is do house chores. read books and take naps.
YUMMY.(no link, i know. you hush uppp)
and oh, iftar sessions with pasirians was funny. iftar-ing at geylang was fun!
and shima's gonna let me interact with the jap guys who are coming to sch on the 19th. YUMMY!
My effort has finally paid off. To think i actually stayed up till very late to mug. I remembered how worried i was before every paper. And not forgetting, nervous too.
And now, Thank God, i passed every module.
like WHAT whaaaaat?
And haha. I passed psych. With soaring colours of many many kind. No involvement with the school's authority or whatsoever. I really think too much tt time.
But really, unbelieveable. HAHA.
Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God.
And no, this time no As.
Like dammit. BUT i'm contented with my results. YIPPEEE.
I'm permitted to proceed to the next semester of study.
And the histories, mythology and info about them actually rob me of my braincells. Too many relationships, too many links with each other and too many children. HAHA.
but it's cool to actually know who is who and who married who and who is the son/daughter of who...and not to mention, their background stories.
And guess what? Hera was Zeus sister. And wife. (just in case the qn above doesnt linger in your mind)
I think it's cool to be able to live during those times and to actually be a part of the greek mythology. WELL, i heard the gods and goddesses are hawt. And it seems like there's gods and goddesses everywhere.
So, if i were to be a part of the greek mythology, would i be hawt then?
and would i be married to a hawt hawt hawt god/warrior/nymph/prince? *drools*
Or more like i'll be the monster that Hercules manage to kill. RAWRRRR!
and needless to say, hercules is drop dead hawt too!
Hercules (Heracles) was considered as the perfect athlete.
okay, okay, enough MALIA. hush upppp with the hotness!
I remembered how i've struggled in my attempt to put a great end to the semester. It was scheduled as my last paper and i knew i should give it my very best shot to at least attain a B. Stats was nothing but a goner to me. One glance at the paper, with not much skimmings done, i knew, spontaneously, i was doomed.
Mind went blank and i was once again, riding on the jiterry rides of the roller coaster.
I stared at the paper, for almost 10 minutes, without realizing that i was lagging behind time, behind everyone.
Picked up my pen, and with a thousand hesitation, i answered the questions, one by one.
I was, and i am, still, doomed.
But on a lighter note, 290808 was remarkable! Had an awesome time with friends and i wished that day would never end! And how i wished i dont have to go home but spend the night under the blanket of stars, gazing at the city lights and enjoying every nano-moment with the company.
Cake was superb. I love the way their eyes lit up when a spoon full of a huge chunky choc cake came their way. I love the warmth they emitted when they were indulged by the final taste of the choc. They were fed, with utmost love.
I wasnt told beforehand that i would have to walk the streets and corner of the city to get to my friends. Clues were given. My partner and i took all the time in our world to get to where the others were.
I was hungry, thirsty and my braincells were depleting, no doubt. Thanks to Stats that is. But me and partner had fun laughing our tiredness away. We had imaginations of all sorts. Only God knows what laid ahead of us.
We toured around, and managed to solve the clues. Partner and I were sticky, with sweat due to what seems to be an endless walk. The journey we've walked from city hall to the floating platform was indeed refreshing, filled with laughters, swears and curses. And thank God, the wheather was co-operating.
Last clue, led us to the theatre by the bay, and baybeats was the in thing then. Crowds of teenagers and young adults gathered to watched performances by regional bands and local bands alike.
Partner and I was in the middle of the foyer when we told to look up.
There you have them, screaming their young hearts out.
Partner and i were indeed, speechless and mega wide smiles was drawn across our surprised faces.
We rushed up to the rooftop of the esplanade and joined them.
I know my thank YOUs are never enough to replace what you guys had done for me. I love 290808! I love US.
And most importantly, i love, all of you.
Everyday, everytime, every minute of my life.
Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.