<body> MALIAARGH! <body>

MALIA:I make grape juice out of lemons & I'm in ♥ MALIA:Saya cakap melayu.
MALIA:Saya tidak gila tau.



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more about me

Told you i'm in love but i wanna tell you this again, i'm in love. And i love ME. I also love to randomly jumble up words and put them all together. And you'll get things like ticktockclock, kingofphiranhasbirdflocks, saccharinslumber, popcorndog, lollinggirrafe, pepperedparrot and more. Finally, i also do my part in saving the earth because i save water for i shower with my boyfriend. HEE :D

And for those who are here with means to make my blog as a huge deal of mockery, please kindly leave :)

i dont need people like you to read on more, so go POOF! okay, bye!

wishing well

1. a zebra for a pet
2. a pair of shiny wings
3. a 15 carat ring

Bite Me!

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Aishaa Kid .
Amira .
Anthony .
Azim .
Cecima .
Hafiz Salleh .
Haeqal .
Haqimah .
Iqah .
Izzat .
Jumari .
Maine .
Mima .
Natiara .
Nura .
Nuruddin .
Prss Ncc Girls .
Raudah .
Saliha .
Syam .
Taufiq .
Weisheng .
Xiaowei .
Yra .
Yuzil .
Zakk .
Zulhilmi .


on Saturday, 07 November 2009

Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
Watching: nothing
Listening: nothing
Surfing: nothing
Reading: nothing

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Big Black Bug
Thanks to Zarifah.
This tongue twister is all over me!
A big black bug bit a big black bear, made the big black bear bleed blood.


2:49 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
My spammer name is Bogey R. Personnel

what's yours?


9:05 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
now, now..
where did i put my heart?
i'm so bad that when aeroplanes were about to take off, they explode.
and i was really jealous then.
and for now...
i shall just watch the show.
and dear you, HAVE FUN!
oh, i woke up with a sore eye.
and i cant see properly with it.
and im having OB presentation later.


8:51 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Tired Uh
Went to religious school in a red hot car.
Brother drove me and Izza to school.
And well, me and izza..we have the SAME red hot phone.
C'est si bon!
And to the CRAZY bugger in the world,
Love you dude!



2:59 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Kick Butts
ok, picture is super irrelevant but who cares?
THAT's me.
and im rotting.
waiting for chin wee and audrina to do project.
they are an hour late.
im all geared up to kick butts!


11:56 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥

wilson is a noob when it comes to red hawt phone.
and he's having fun with my red hawt phone.
he has been switching songs by shaking my phone.
retarded wilson!maybe i should add a video instead.

*kicks wilson*


11:47 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, July 25, 2008
Went out with zat today.

Went to have our lunch at Al-Majlis.

Food WAS superb!
LOVE mediterranean food.


and needless to say, the place is as classy as ever!

and camwhoring is love.

Food is DOPE.

Accompanied her to get her school stuffs.

And ZAT is FINALLY wearing pink!

and went off soon after as i had something else to attend to.

and pictures in the collage above are taken last saturday.

my family when to the tailor to have our measurements taken for our raya outfit.

i know it's a bit too early but Ramadhan is a month away.
and during ramadhan, the tailor would not accept anymore requests.

and i dont need comments puhlease.

FOR i am tired and i NEED my sleeep!

-soccer tmr
-group meeting right after that

and i ought to sleep beacuse i havent had enough SLEEP nowadays and i dont want to faint while kicking balls on the field tmr.



10:38 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Hello To You And Me
ok, more updates about my life.

-i have a sudden craving for yummy plus FAT french fries with yummy sauce toppings.
just like these.

but this picture has no sauce toppings.
i want utah style sauce please!
miracle whip plus ketchup is enough to shut me up!

-my team, That Thing, emerged as the champion for BIT captain's ball competition yesterday(: and our captain was once again Teck Wee. so, i really think luck was on his side.

-and i'm going out tmr with NOZHAT and she'll treat me to a $5 lunch for i am such a SWEET girl to accompany her to BUGIS to get her things. HAHAHAHA! NOZHAT is treating me hor? i feel so honoured!

AND having these for my 18th birthday would be SUPER PERFECT!

but i think i should just include those HANDSOME things in the wish i make while blowing the candles on my 18th birthday cake.

so that NEXT year i can get them!


and it's so weird.
coz everytime i check my blog tracker.
without fail, every month, i have this unique and same reader who will google for noriff danial ashriq and will come across my entry dated 22nd Dec 2007
arent you sick of reading that entry?
and this danial guy is my blog's recent keyword activity.


10:11 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥

imagine this (:

just as you were about to pour a glass of water for
yourself after a long day working ur ass off at your personal gym, you pulled
open the door of the refrigerator and before you know it, the whole door drops.

and it's not funny!

LAUGH imagining this stupid imagination of mine! HAHAHAHA!

coz if i were
that unlucky person, i'll look darn ridiculous and comical with my PRICELESS
facial expressions!

so, why not laugh at the way u react right?


ok, im done with laughing.



9:43 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
How to Save a life
To someone whom i really care for.

set ur priorities right.
may be you should open up your eyes and look at the things around you.
i know im not much help and that u dont even give an effing care about me either.
and i can tell that i'm treated as ur blardy last resort and that u'll only find me at the eleventh hour when something happens and when there is noone else to turn to.
i am always the last to know.
but like always, i'll be more than glad to help BECAUSE i care.

but im just telling you that in the future, if u're badly hurt in a very bad case of love.
as a friend, i'll be a good listener but i shall shut my gap up becuase u'll leave me in a very difficult situation.
and this time, i wont be much of an help.
my sincere apologies for that.

may be i should have told u earlier.
but many wouldnt agree with what i will say.
i bet you wont either.
it cant be help can it?

and now i realize the importance of me in your life after that incident.
maybe i'm being all so petty and childish.
but i am really trying to save a life.
im trying to save YOUR life.

And i am saving this friendship by not spending too much time with you.
coz it hurts so bad to even look into your eyes or to think about you.


9:22 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I shouldn't have

good job to my Organisational Behaviour groupmates.
eventhough we're done with the report and manage to hand in before submission date, im just here to remind you that we still have to pactice for the skit and the powerpoint slides are to be done ASAP.
and to the same group of people, who COINCIDENTALLY are in my Marketing group.
JIA YOUS! lets get all the crap done and over with for i hate MARKETING alot!

secondly, EXAMS timetable are out.
like whaaat?!
and guess what?
MY MARKETING PAPER(yeah, the module i hate most this sem) is scheduled at 7pm till 9pm on the 25th of AUG which is sadly, WAHID's birthday too.

HAHAHAHA! I CAN SWEAR i'll be sleepy by then please! 9pm??? zzZZzz...

and wahid, i cant believe u are gonna spend most of the time during ur birthday doing exams! HAHA! hope it's the best birthday that u could have ever had man! HAHA! but we can all hang out after that right! we have no paper the next day anyways! and besides! it'll be my birthday in two days time! THE MORE WE SHOULD ALL GO OUT AND PARTY! i'll be legal ya'll! LIKE HELL YEAH.

AND the best thing about this sem's EXAMS-i have ONLY 3 friggin PAPERS to mug for.
like WOOOHOOO! ok maybe not. i wish i have nothing to mug for! HAHA!

ok, enough with exams and lets proceed with today.

today i feel really lazy.
i feel as though there was a heavy anchor tied around me and i was dragging it everywhere i go.
anchoring me to the ground and making sure i dont move much.
i dont feel like wasting any of my energy today!
because i have an anchor tied around me remember?
make sense? no?
haha! ok, SSSCRAP!
but im glad that i put in lots of effort in whatever i did in sch just now despite of having that high level of laziness in me.
lazy lazy lazy.

i love lazy days.
coz i feel good when im lazy.


and got home early.
wasnt feeling well.

and i went to see the doc just now.
slight fever, bad couths and running nose.
my body hasnt been cooperating lately.
and i have major plus terrible pain in the head sia.
headaches are not fun at all!
PLUS my body is still aching; an effect of not stretching properly during soccer training.
and given all that, the doc was really kind enough to give me a medical cert so that i can rest at home.

but i plan to skip the morning lesson only.
because im too lazy to wake up early in the morning!!!!
and the rest of the other lessons are too important to miss!!
so, skip morning, go the noon ones.
YEAY to me.

and for now i just wish money could fall down from the sky.



11:16 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Monday, July 21, 2008

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keeeeeep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love.

jesse McCartney's version of bleeding love is so MAN man!
Blogger is now available in Malay! haha. DARN cool. no?


4:05 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥

eh idiot! u are afraid of rejection. that's why u wudnt dare to ask her! and all u do is whine,whine, yadayadayadaaa, express ur negative emotions and make a stupid huge fuss that there's intervention between the both of u. kns. u're not the one feeling grumpy now u know?! i too know how the f u feel!

but ironically, like you, im chickened out too. i want to tell u how much i care. if only im braver. it takes a lot of guts damn it. a lot. and now, i shall watch u from far. i plan to tell u only when the feelings subside.

i'm just afraid to hear you say no.

if only you tell me u feel the same way doooood.
if only..

well, i told u i wanted to know you.
or didnt i?



2:07 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, July 20, 2008

red light district.

and i'm happy.
-i did psychology quiz on time and with utmost patience
(because i have to flip flip flip the pages in the book to find the answers and i hate it a lot!)
-im about to finish my OB report.
*does a flip over the dining table*

picture: credits to rondaa; towkay pisang.


9:16 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Wish I could float away
I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself.

I feared failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.

I feared success
Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.

I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection
Until I learned to have faith in myself.

I feared pain
Until I learned that it's necessary for growth

I feared the truth
Until I saw the ugliness in lies.

I feared life
Until I experienced its beauty .

I feared death
Until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate
Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.

I feared love
Until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule
Until I learned how to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.

I feared the past
Until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.

I feared change,
Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly.

When will i ever realize?
That life is just what you make it.
And complaining isnt what i'm suppose to do.

Wish God opens up my eyes.

thanks Kak Ngah for the email.
Someday, i'll learn.


9:25 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
More to life

i know it's lame to do this.
but who cares.
it's a funny and not forgetting a very lame
and it's worthed to be
so, happy reading people!
*does a muahahaha*
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
damn stress!
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
and where are the people i want to talk to?!
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
why stress
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
im forlorn and heartbroken
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
secondly the person i want to talk to but there;s nothing to talk abt isnt online
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
thirdly there are so many things to do
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
fourth-im having a bad flu
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
fifth-i can hardly breathe due to the mucus in my NOSE! pfft.
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
sixth- i dont feel like doing projects
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
seventh- my
life seems meaningless
MALIA ur hair is
tha bomb. says:
eighth-i need lotsa money
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
ninth- i want abs
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
tenth- im fat
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
come on
Tenshi™ says:
there muz be something fun in life
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
like seriously
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
everyday i wake up.
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
i feel like a zombie
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
not that i dont appreciate life. but really. there's nothing i look forward to. not even school. but people keep saying there's gonna be more to life.
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
ahhh. i hate that phrase. seriously. i see nothing!
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
come on
Tenshi™ says:
there muz be some eye candy in sch
even benjamin seah knows how much i love eyecandies.
even my nickname has something to do with my eyecandy!
here comes the funny part..

MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
eye candy
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
but never get to talk to them for what?
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
but yeah, eye candies are love ben
Tenshi™ says:
lol then talk to them lah
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
thx for reminding
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
like HOW?
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
hello! i think u're good looking
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
ok, bye!
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
Tenshi™ says:
juz say hi, im malia
Tenshi™ says:
wat course are u in
Tenshi™ says:
den slowly digress lol
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
say "i wanna eat u up"
Tenshi™ says:
see wats their reaction
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
they'll run
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
and no more eye candies =(
Tenshi™ says:
then run with them
hahaha! this benjamin seah knows how to make people laugh!
there's more. read on people!

Tenshi™ says:
ask if they are exercising
Tenshi™ says:
can u join them
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
u're tha BOMB!
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
Tenshi™ says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
im laughing
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
if they say no
Tenshi™ says:
then say ok, i'll juz exercise beside u
Tenshi™ says:
im not exercising with u
Tenshi™ says:
im beside u
Tenshi™ says:
i can be behind if u want
Tenshi™ says:
cos ur back view is soooo attractive
Tenshi™ says:
i bet he'll run backwards
HAHAHA! super duper wtf. ok read on...

MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
Tenshi™ says:
siao ah
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
i cant imagine if tt happens!
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
like FOR EXAMPLE when i approach afro and do tt.
Tenshi™ says:
You will hav the whole sch's attention
Tenshi™ says:
or rather him
Tenshi™ says:
cos he's running backwards
HAHAHA! afro running backwards is madness man!
ok, last part.
i promise.

MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
and then he'll be famous thanks to me
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
and when he realized that i was actually the reason
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
he'll approach me and propose me to be his SOULMATE
too much imagination. influenced by the media of all sorts. haha!

MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
oh how lovely
Tenshi™ says:
Tenshi™ says:
gd luck with tat
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
im so gonna blog our convo
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
so funny
Tenshi™ says:
lol go ahead
Tenshi™ says:
i'll be famous
MALIA ur hair is tha bomb. says:
OK PEOPLE! wish me luck. im going to that in
school. starting on MONDAY!
dont be shock if i say hello and introduce
please be kind.
and the above picture- credits to rondaa.
towkay lembu. haha!
ok BYE!


8:51 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, July 18, 2008
Take that
ive decided. to just give up on whatever im suppose to have given up long ago. and i am having a real bad flu. mucus all over, so eeeeu. haha! ehh, sounds cool. and i feel feverish. body aching. FREAK! i love soccer and i think the afro guy is so darn hot please. introducing zat's new tagline; whenever she's mad at me, she'll go-"MALIA! go jump down and toot that hot afro guy uh!" (no more spiders, kangaroos, chimps, alligators, turtle, cats, fish. at least she's trying hard not to abuse animals!)

And if anyone googled for this afro guy and comes across this crappish entry of mine. pardon me. afro's mine! hell yeah baby. haha. ok, i am such a crapper. i love crapping. do you? and afro guy, i mean no harm. seriously. and dont be scared of me for i am the MOST *insert THAT cool word here* superhero on earth! haha. ok, im crapping.

training tmr and i am feeling weak. a bit. but i know i cannot give in to the flu or else it'll get worse right raudah? and haha! raudah cares as she told me to sweat whatever out. haha!

dark knight was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! heath ledger is THA bomb! eventhough he looks so scary. but he's hot puhlease. "let me show u a magic trick. i'm going to make this pencil disappear...." , grabs thug and the rest is history. KAPOW!

but but but afro's hair is THA THA THA BOOOOOMB! like tick tick tick tick tick BOOM dynamite!

and i should be sleeping now. no? yes? maybe? i dont know.

ok. chiaoz.


11:27 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, July 17, 2008
18 Hot Questions

Thanks Ameer for this! I cant believe im doing this! HAHA!
And no, i dont want to do it again please. HAHA!

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.
-Hot Afro Guy(muahahahaha!)
-Jason Mraz
-That Guy with braces

1) The age you'll be on your next birthday:
I'll be 18! Kind of legal. And that's Hilary Duff on her 18th birthday.

2) A place you'd like to travel to.
Bonjour! Je m'appelle Malia!

3) Your favourite place.
Mer-lion park. RAWR.

4) Your favourite food.
No particular food but I'm craving for Mee Bakso.

5) Your favourite animal/bird.

6) Your favourite colour(s).
Red, Pink, Violet and many others.

7) Your favourite piece of clothing.
Ralph Lauren pole tee is love please!

8) Your favourite song.
I'm currently in love with Miranda Cosgrove's songs.

9) Your favourite tv show.
Hannah Montana!

10) First name of your significant other/crush.
HAHAHA! try figuring out from the picture.
He WAS my crush.
But not yet history for he's my gooooood friend now! YEAY.

11) The town in which you live in.

12) Your screen name/nickname.
I would say MAL. But nonsensical pictures came out when i searched for it.
So, i googled for IQMALIA instead(:

13) Your first job.
HSBC roadshow data entry.

14) Your dream job.
A movie producer OR a director(:

15) A bad habit you have.

16) Your worst fear.

17) The one thing you'd like to do before you die.
To satisfy all my needs before i die. That's considered as one thing right? LOL!

18) The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000.
Tickets to Singfest 2008! So that i can watch Jason Mraz for he is hot!

And the pictures!
they're up there.
Just had to make a collage out of all 18 pictures.

Do click on it to enlarge!


8:45 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
No gravity

[Raudah Eryani]:
i wanna be in space.cause in space you cnt cry cause there is no gravity to make it flow.

and hello ameer.
i'm aware of the tag.
will do it real soon dude.
real soon(:


1:17 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Unsympathetic People
To all the people in the world who abuse the elderly..
I HATE YOU scumbags!

How could you ill-treat those people who raised you up?

I wonder what the hell is wrong with u people!
You deserve to just rot and die!

Super unbecoming of you!
I just hope karma is on your side baby!
hell yeah.
It'll be knocking on your door.

And it'll go- "Hi, i'm karma.
Im here to make YOU suffer!"

Stupid, disgraceful, ought to be burnt alive morons!

so ruthless please!

and Behind Closed Doors(BCD) rules!



10:04 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
To ahems.

I'm suppose to fast today but it's pointless if i do. I'm still angry and disappointed. So, if i were to have grudges and feel real mad with people, it will only make my fast purposeless. Why must i deal with this kind of shit over and over again? I'm just sad with the attitude they give me. Real disappointed and i cant take in when they act as if they care. but i can see through u people! i can. for i know that i'm not worth ur time.

And upon reading this, you might think that i'm being petty and childish with all these non stop ramblings and whining. but wth. try being in my shoes. im hurt. and what do u care anyway?

And i hate changes. I hate how things are right now. And how i wish i can let u have a taste of ur own medicine. And to be honest, i think i can go out of mind being around you. how i wish im among the stars now. away from wherever i am. *does a muahahahahaha*

see, told u i dont belong!

now what? reverse my life? but it's too late. next time, i wont be stupid anymore. *digs nose*


Somehow the world will change for me
And be so wonderful


8:56 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Monday, July 14, 2008
my dad roasted me some sotong kering!


6:01 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Big girls dont cry
  1. im no where near FINISH with my projects (fuck)
  2. im disappointed (more fucks)
  3. im hopeless(yeay to fuck)
  4. whatever that is happening now is unfair(blardy fuck)
  5. however im feeling now sucks big time(fuck fuck fuck)
  6. i dont see the reason why i have to study hard(coz im stupid la fuck!)
  7. im stupid(erghhhh fuck?)
  8. i hate now(really fucking hate now)
  9. i hate forever(f)
  10. i hate future(fff)
  11. i hate yesterday(how abt u fuck?)
  12. stop staring at me like as if im naked(i'll fuck you)
  13. today is as bad as a nhdgwkduedsludasghdywqelksadpfjkhewfybf day (fucking bad day)
  14. i dont feel like talking(fucked up)
  15. i feel like laughing my life away(fucking my life away)
  16. i know i must study hard(fucking hard)
  17. i wish im away from where-eeeehver i am(fuck this place)
  18. i want to be there among the stars(fuck! yeah, the stars)
  19. i got issues(fuck me)
  20. you got issues(fuck you)
  21. im screwed(im fucked)


im sorry for swearing.
i need to
let my hair down.


5:42 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, July 13, 2008
ok, let me sum up what i did today.
but one thing for sure-im so happpyyyy. thanks to farah kosnan! hahaha!

-attend religious class in the morning
-went bubble tea-ing with dear izza
-got back home, watch a bit of cheaper by the dozen
-met raudah and her grpmates at macD

HIGHLIGHT of the day
-got a text msg from farah k
------+she said that MR abdillllllaaaahhhh is playing floorball at tamps sports hall
------+told her i would drop by
------+she didnt believe that i would drop by to see him play

-which eventually i did and so i walked to the sports hall with raudah(thanks babe!) to watch him play his abbbbbs off(ok, im being imaginative here)
-reached the sports hall
------+my h.e.a.r.t beats damn fast(Excited laaaa!)
------+i can feel the heat.
------+but no butterflies in my tummy (unlike those days..haiyahhhh)
-salam-ed farah and she showed me where he was (i was beaming with gleeee..DUH!)
------+didnt get to see him(like whattt??!)
------+he was blocked (like WHATTTT whattt?!!)
------+i was patient(like hahahahaha. as if.)
------+i was shy(PUKES)
-then raudah spotted him
-i turned(like those ppl in the movies turned their head in slow mo)
-i dropped dead coz he still look as good as ever(grins widely and no! no cracks on the ground. dont worry)
-and i think he is so cute(jumps for joy)
-but he didnt play well(partly because im there i THINK. and maybe he was shy la! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok, im crapping. ignore what i said people!)
-he has the same hairstyle(sexy! i loike!)
-and i cant believe that he's already a dad! *glances at raudah*

and for that, im sad. B/


and ohh, went project-ing with Raudah.
well, kind of.
but we were at town.
and that monster is still alive. grrrrrs.
we shall not eat there anymore raudah!
no clam chowder available at ljs is as though burger king ran out of burgers!


11:21 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Still at large
and so..where is kakak mas?
(kakak=brother in bahasa indon)


11:38 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, July 11, 2008
Miss you, miss you
Kau tiada tandingannya


2:57 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Talk to me
You're the flame.
I keep running back to you thinking some things are going to change
But now that the story's over,im turning the page

I wanted to know you.


2:48 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
I'll TRY
im crushed.
like really really crushed. and i wonder what made him say that. now is really a good time for a genius to enlight me with an answer. and im freaking out! eff however im feeling now. and to stop thinking about it? not possible! really not.
i cant believe i'm tear-ing. and my tuckered out brain suddenly ceased sleeping. This is a case of me being inconsolable people. so, stay back! stop saying there are many other fishes in the sea. I'm bereft of happiness now. And i shall try my best to FORGET whatever that had happened.
For i know there's no point to freak out without really digging up the ugly truth
(i assumed it's gonna be ugly)
i am sad and confuse.
ternyata kau satu dalam


12:15 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Episode 20
Long day today. But had lotsa fun laughing my toots off and blablabla. Had stats tutorial in the morning and im damn glad that the shortie taught us during tutorial. i can remember how much all of us hated him when he first taught us sia. he WAS our lecturer back then. but as time passed and he was replaced by another lecturer, i swear EACH and EVERYONE of us miss him. and he's only teaching my class for only three short weeks! DAMN the idk what. haha! And no, i dont know what is his name. LOL! and im addicted to the M.-1's oh so not that creative commercial sia. BUT IT'S FUNNY AND ADDICTIVE. so, i applause M.'1 for that. haha! i love the trios PRICELESS face when they do the moves with their thumbs up. haha! AND I HAD TO FOLLOW SUIT!

Left OB lecture halfway coz it was super duper dry like a withering plant. And met Afiq right after that to see his hairstyle. HAHAHA! Dreadlocks are ok. I think he looks fine. And everyone thinks he is hot?! *glances at everyone* Then, it was time to rejuvenate my braincells. I actually took a nap in Ebiz for a while. And got a msg from rooooooondaa. *estelle's american boy tone*

And so, i was given only 30mins to travel down to the hair saloon to accompany her. she straightened her hair. and she said i should get a new hairstyle. AND cut my hair short. I mean..what the hell was she thinking man?! I WILL LOOK DARN-ly FAT. ANd so, i spent 2 hours in the saloon with her. Bought bubble tea soon after she was done, her treat(thanks rau) and POOF! my way back home.

Got back home, watched the showdown. AND i SAW RUBY and STEPH! they were representing National Rugby Team i guess. i was so happy to see both of them. esp steph. it's been such a long time since i last saw her.. and actually, i think the ruggers did pretty well. They were leading for most of the games. *applauses* but sadly, the opponent manage to break the tie.

And i have an important task to do now. And it's weird. To me. HAHA! Well, i was actually instructed to list down the things that ive been eyeing on; the things that i want to own. And it's actually for my birthday. The text msg really jars my mind. I felt all so greedy suddenly! haha. And montage of all the things i could think of starts to appear infront of me. It was like there's a powerpoint slideshow infornt of me uh! HAHAHAHA! ok, not funny. And it was an order- by SIL. hahaha!

Ok, moving on..

if truth be told, im tired now and my body is aching.
i have to do a lot of things and submission date is just around the corner.
so, gotta wade in that pool of crap man!
but i want to just sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

thanks for reading! haha(:


9:42 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Simmering Down
get ready for my non stop ramblings man. this entry will bore u to death. i may sound aimless, but whatever! who cares! and my feelings are all mixed up. im simply exhausted and confuse. i really feel like tear-ing and what's wrong with me?! it's like i feel everyone hates me! maybe it's just me. but hey! who'd knew?! i might just get on anyone's nerve and im not forgiven till today?! i just feel like the whole world is on my shoulders. i feel like a tramp! worthless in the eyes of the people around me. i'm shitto! and i wonder how ive made this far. and no, im not questioning God. For i believe he has plans for me and i need to just shuddup and compose myself. i know! BUT I JUST CAN'T! I'm just frustrated and i really hope this confuse and iritating feeling that has been bugging me for days will go go go away! Is this a sign of MADNESS? someone enlighten me! I need ice-cream and I want to laugh like there's no tmr with someone i really want to talk to now. And i wanna go rock and roll somehwere behind the alleys of some street! There are so many things that i want to do but there is so little time! I have Business Stats tutorial tmr and i have no ffff idea how in the world to do the blardddyy tutorial! And blame me for not listening during lecture. I really dont like the way i feel now. I want to cry and scream and shout! I want to HUGGGG someone so tight that they can hardly breathe! And will let go once they turned green in the face. And freak! i sounded super whiny and i think i shud just shut my gap up. Im cranky, i know and ffffffff however im feeling now! tur-rah!


10:18 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Monday, July 07, 2008
Isnt Big Huge?
  1. A picture of the couple with Kak Nisa's parents; my paternal aunty and uncle. Dont ask why the best man and the best woman(?) are there in the pic coz i know they spoil the picture. haha! opps. when we took pictures, they were there too. it's like there are regulations that they must be by the couple's side. like wtf right? haha! feel like kicking their tooots.
  2. Big +huge happy family without abang?! man bro..pls appear!
  3. Big +huge happy family without uncle man(yellow tee) and abang khairul(red tee) with abang. (try spotting him)

And there's more to just that actually. Mak Ngah and co. isnt around. idk why either..and more pictures will be uploaded into my multiply account. Check them out there..

and isn't big, huge? or huge, big? or huge is bigger than big? haha!


1:22 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, July 06, 2008
What will i be?
woah. looks like i owe world a whole week about what happened to meeeeeeeee. and frankly, nothing happened. and there's nothing for me to talk about. all ive been doing is stare into blank spaces, build huge sandcastles in the air, which yes, eventually got washed by the waves, stone like some dumbass, kill my braincells on projects which i procrastinate a lot and imagine what life is gonna be like in 10 freaking years time.

and i realise that there are so so so many unknowns in life. freak. even a no brainer knows that. but i really think my future wont be as bright as a sun shiny day. ohhhh, dont ask why. lets just say IM STUCK in a pool of muddd full of mud?!

i have so many dreams; those which are mostly beyond my reach! i know i shouldnt expect much in life but whatever happens to - "HEY! YOU SHOULD AIM HIGH IN LIFE, aim for the stars, so when u fall, you'll land safely on the clouds." ??????????

And im tired of sharing my dreams. coz im tired of "yaaaa, right." coma "yes, i believe you" coma "haha! nice one!" annd Maybe i should set my ffffffffff mindset right! that my dreams are those beyond my reach and i shud set good goals; attainable ones.

and for now, i shall stop listening to the phrase: "DREAM BIG..for ur future lies in ur hands.."
yaaaaaa, I'm sure..more like my FUTURE lies in my face and im my brains!

no face, no brain, NO FUTURE lorrrr.

if u know what in the world i mean(:


11:37 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥