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Told you i'm in love but i wanna tell you this again, i'm in love. And i love ME. I also love to randomly jumble up words and put them all together. And you'll get things like ticktockclock, kingofphiranhasbirdflocks, saccharinslumber, popcorndog, lollinggirrafe, pepperedparrot and more. Finally, i also do my part in saving the earth because i save water for i shower with my boyfriend. HEE :D

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i dont need people like you to read on more, so go POOF! okay, bye!

wishing well

1. a zebra for a pet
2. a pair of shiny wings
3. a 15 carat ring

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Monday, March 31, 2008
Yo Mika!
hey people.

as u can see,
i was.."virtually" missing in action these few days.
been busy doing things outside.

spend time with my dear family and friends.
lepak-ing is what i do best nowadays.
it's already in my blood.
surfing the internet is so boring now and whatever happened to retail-theraphy-ing sey?!
ok, no money = no shopping!
this is darn bad.

but hey! (looking on the brightside and eventhough ytd's little "outing" best explains why i have this ugly tan now)
I got to meet the Two-times Formula One champion , Mika Häkkinen(:
most of the girls said he's gorgeous and hot.
but i thought he looks okay..
and dont ask me to define my okay.
im too lazy to type.

i'll be MIA-ing again.
starting from, TODAY.
i'll be busy with camps in school.
and lets just hope it'll be a fun one ok?
otherwise, i plan to just rot during the camp and stone my way thru.
attitude problem ehhh?

ok la, cant wait for camp feast 3.
and, wish me luck for synergy leaders camp for now.



10:16 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Irony between you and me

and are all french guys HOT?!!
and IMT was fun
with fx, rau, bas, ah wei, zm, zac, cpl chua, zuib(?), syazwan and hamzah ard.
hang out soon ok eastians?!


11:27 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
winning streak or not?
singapore trashed lebanon..
expected that so much.
and damn all those misses that whoever was doing the attacking la.
him. him. him and him.

and ref damn wood!
saw a lot of fouls..
and it's like there was no asstnt refs.

but again, singapore was winning.
so, heck la.

and no ridhwan.
darn sad.
but spotted a few hot lebanese!
like lebanon's team coach's son!
hot or what?
and his name is some rustum guy.
ouhhhh2, paul rustum.

and i still think it'll be better if he was playing during 1st half la.
coz he was chiong-ing to attain at least a goal for lebanon.
and they should have players like him on the field the first half of the game.
hotness la youuuu!

and so, singapore will be playing against pakistan soon.
3 more points and we're thru.
i think.
correct me if im wrong.

and whatever happened to saudi seyy?!


11:05 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
little miss nice
there u have me(:
playing the role as little miss nice.
helping helpless friends suffering from after-getting-ditched effects.
and if the next time the same thing happens to anyone out there,
i shall quit being oh so nice and just watch the god damn show screening on that big big canvas screen.
so much of trying to help.
unappreciated was what i felt right smack at the bottom of my heart.
no wait, it's all over my heart.
i wont stop helping but my help goes out to only people who deserve them.
what happened back then again?!
anyone wants to provide me an answer?!
*crickets chirping*
i guess it's a no then.
and no, this isnt the 1st time..


2:59 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Monday, March 24, 2008
im watching K-nite now.
and it's darn hilarious!
effing hilarious la.
i cant believe im watching it and ok, fine, this shall be the highlight of my day..
it's something BIG ok.
i tend to be very choosy when it comes to watching suria's show.
i watch certain shows only.
i think it's good that suria is including non-malays in their shows.
and i think that mr. tak tahu is uber cute!
his name is seth ang?!
and erm, although he's made as the laughing stork, trying to mimic what the singer is singing and SCREAMING tak tahu!!!!! as loud as he can everytime the groups cant guess what in the world he's singing..
i seriously think he's darn cute!
it takes a lot of courage to do that infront of live audience puhlease!
omg, he'll be the reason im watching the show now.
and whatever happens to The Arena now, i dont care.

yakinkan aku tuhan dia bukan milikku,
biarkan waktu-waktu hapus aku..

and omg!
i just realize the executive producer for K-nite is JACK NEO?!!!

cool or what?!!!


9:04 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Cant Help It
so, how's my holidays?!
isnt that splendid but it's ok.
loving it and enjoying it as much as i can.
but how am i to enjoy it with no money?!
anyone wants to donate to Malia's Fund?

woke up early yesterday..
listen to songs in bed and dozed off right back into lalaland.
woke up at 11 and smsed perdaus dudes and dudettes about the gathering at simpang.
showered and took my time to clean up the house and do whatever i planned til i got a msg from raudah; the walk-in interview at downtown ends yesterday at 7!
like what the hell!!!
it was madness la.
super last minute and we panicked.

our outfit was all so last minute and i met her at 3 to travel down to downtown east.
waited for our turn and i had to sit on this HIGHchair during the interview la.
and the worst thing was, i was wearing a skirt!
i was cursing when i made my way to the interviewer!
but interview was ok.
hope i'll get the job(:

after that, got back home to change.
met up with perdaus people soon after.
had fun eventhough we did not talk much.
our ustazah was there too.
and soccer match was grreeeeat.
man-u was blessed(:

and today..as usual, woke up, clean house(an everyday routine eversince holiday started)..
and had KFC for brunch.
darn full!

and later, meeting dearest raudah and elfie.
some catching up to do..
should anyone wants to join us, later at 4..
text me aight?
we are more than happy if you could widen the circle of company.

what else did i do...
ouh2, ytd, before i go to bed,
i did some reflection(:

and i realize that it's bad to judge how someone looks like or behaves.
ive sinned a lot!

and yes, of course, i dont want people to misjudge me either.
i dont want karma to happen to me!
so, in other words, what ive learnt is that..

not to jugde people anyhow and anyway i want.
everyone is special in their own ways and it's good if i start appreciating them now!
they're also God's creation.
and now,
i'll take it as...
if i were to look down on people, it means that im looking down on God too.

this isnt the first time i tell myself this.
it isnt the second either.
but i feel like it's already in my blood!

i hope this will be a lesson to all too.
but sometimes, u just cant help it can you?


1:37 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Down By The River
fever subsided.
however, my voice is still as sexy.
and headaches come and go.
dry coughs are killing me.
and they make me visit the toilet often laaaa.

see the link?!
dry coughs and peeee?!
ohhh wells,

let me tell u what i've been up to nowadays..

chilling at simpang is what i do often now.

and i just got back from marine bowl.
bowling with family was kecoh!
then when to railway for supper.

and to khai, im sorry okays?!
i really forgot.
didnt mean to.
and there's always a next time!

tmr, will be hanging out with perdaus mates.
miss them already seeeey.

and proper, ok, NORMAL lessons will resume next week.
i can soooo look forward to that.
coz i want to study like in a mass again!
it'll be uber fun! and kecoh.

and now, i wanna emo.
shall start worrying about my future now.



12:52 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, March 20, 2008
All Kinds
My voice sounds so funny!
And it's so hard to speak!
My throat is sore!
My life is screwed!
My love is burried!
My passion is dead!
My admiration is gone!
My feelings subsided!
*kallang wave*


6:28 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
I'm a TEH CINO ICED-holic!
and SIMPANG BEDOK anyone?


5:15 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Plain Holiday

The above: Random pictures taken at Equatorial Hotel, Bangi well, sometime agooo.
And my wish now is: someone to take me on a holiday.



10:28 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Hello lovers.
I have good news!

I cant believe how stupid and foolish i can get when crushing!
And no, that isnt the good news.

The good news is that I am happy.
Ohhhhhhhh what do you care anyway.

Whatever it is, i'm telling you that eventhough it's a major CRUSH,
like MEGA crush,
which i thought i'm never gonna get over with..I am glad to realize that i was only infatuated to him (he-who-shall-not-be-named aka HWSNBN).

I cant believe i was carried away by my stupidity and unreasoning passion towards him.
And it feels so good that i got to eliminate the feeling of wanting to be around HWSNBN!

What do you know about love sey MALIA.

But one thing for sure..
Something i've experienced yesterday, the day before, or weeks before today..
ok, wait,
during the days after i met him to be more specific..
was getting caught in denial and illusions!
one hell of an experience, like the night walk..haha.
ok, lame me!

and this is freaky but, LOVE had been blind for me past few weeks(or months???).
ok, it's been three months or so, since i had feelings for HWSNBN but who cares sey!
It's only infatuation.
and now, love is not blind coz i can differentiate infatuation from love!
THREE cheers for me!
ok, what do you care anyway.

and now, he's just my eyecandy♥!!!

*glances at zul*

and what's up with glancing at zul?!
it's just because i want to see how he reacts when i mention the word eyecandy.
because he thinks that it's not good to have a lot of eyecandies!
gula-gula mata as he calls it!

but yra is fine with me having eyecandies to look at eh?!

and who taught me to have lots of eyecandies?!
who else sey....
raudah la.

ok, kidding eh raudah?

and who taught raudah to have a lot of eyecandies?
it's MALIA!
gatal sak malia!
later i inform her mother!
ok, why am i talking to myself?!!
alaaaaaa, who cares anyway.

and stay tune to another update on this eyecandy of mine.
and update like: whether the feeling of infatuation has fully subsided?
or it grew larger..

ok, what do you care anywayyyyy.


9:48 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Monday, March 17, 2008
fever laaa sia


10:33 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, March 16, 2008


11:02 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Bad Malia turn NASTIER
just got back from madrasah perdaus camp-MIC.

and here are the list of feelings that i currently feel right here, right now, on the solid ground of singapore.

1.upset over the fact that it just had to take place right smack infront of my ugly face, and in the mosque.
2.lost because he's my map (stupid personification laaaaa) and i lost my map (sounds sooooooo whatever..haha)
3.lonely because of camp post feeling. im starting to miss my friends and all those sleepy faces of theirs.
4.angry because it's easy for me to admit defeat
5.stuuupid because i could have been nicer
6.happy because the camp is over
7.EMOtionally bruised
8.aching in the heart
9.spiritually enhanced (i feel not so lost whan i think of HIM)
10.CAUGHT UPPPPPPP. i'm losing control and if he ever gets to be with her, i swear, i'll not do anything. hahahaha.

well, the camp was one hell of an experience.
firstly, running the camp as a journalist, i get to interview people and hear a lot of their comments.
and so far, so good.

plus all those snapping of pictures, tt's when u'll put ur photography skills into use!
it's fun altogether.

secondly there are so many things i've learnt.
I realize that being a muslim isnt just abt practising and doing what God wants you to do.
It's about loving what you do and who u actually are.
and what's important is whether you are really up to being a Muslim.

And during the night walk, (conducted by saff) i must agree that it was one of the best night walk i've ever done!
The place was at some deserted mini forest and honestly, when ustazah aisyah sent me off, i was darn nervous and felt very very very intimidated by the darkness.

but as i walk slowly, my eyes started to adjust to the darkness and i could see almost everything.
look up, down, left, right.
the foliage surrounding me was already enough to make me imagine things.
but i maintain my composure and try to reflect on my life as a muslim.
As a very bad one that is.

As it's a solo nightwalk, i actually got EMO-fied and there were many things that i realized i had not done in life as a Muslim while finding my way through the trail.
too many things that i was actually afraid of it rather than the darkness.

I also manage to actually weigh how fair He had been to me.
He has always been very fair.
And i realize that it has always been Him, giving in to me.
And i was being very unfair to Him.

lightsticks was placed on the ground to guide us.
as i pass them one by one, i prayed nothing will happen to me and the trail seems like it's not gonna end.
while reflecting, i felt scared but i know, somehow, someone was there for me when i need HIM.
it's only then when i think of HIM.
and this is bad.

so, i told myself, this shouldnt be the way..

`to be cont

and to youuu, wherever you are, you're HOT!
as hot as SUMMER!
and yes! im JEALOUS!!!
darn jealous ok summer?!!

super jealous la summer!
can read not summer?!
im JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, now i feel i'm mentally unbalanced
oh well, GOODNIGHT summer!
and i know i just smade a sin.
for being jealous!
it's so easy to make mistakes!


9:09 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Today was TGT.
an event brought to PRSS girls by Rau&Mal.
But many of us couldnt attend this event and so, we decided to just have fun with whoever we can call the very last minute.

Instead of being an event for only girls,
it turned out to be a uni-sex one.
At first we wanted to call it off but rau, me and syra was excited.
And since Syra already bought stuffs for the egg salad, we decided to just meet up.
And the above is a poster, made by me(:
And the picture below is of course, taken by me.
The best picture ever!
And Rau's busy with getting the right tan for her skin.

The directly above: Rau is suppose to look at people playing volley, but blocked by trees.

Presenting: The coolest person on siloso beach; Lifeguard Malia.

SERIOUS or what?! haha.

And many of you will go..MALIA lifeguard? kau gila per? daaa laaa gemuk gedembol.
Before you know it, it's the drowning person who will save her out in the open sea!
Dah masuk air tak tertimbul2!
Jadi suicide bomber lagi bagus!

Rau and her everlasting love..*rolleyes*

Syra and Irfan.
And ouh, we played twister too!

And despite aqmar being FOREVER late (one thing forever unique about her), we still got to catch up a lot about her going ons in her life now.
was so shock to hear abt certain stories-one of them in which she wouldnt mind to have me mentioning this in my blog is definitely about her court case.

She was sued by her relatives for st..ea?ling clo..thes(?) from their house!
And at first it was settled as the puhlice did not want to anticipate in such case as it's a family one.
But her relatives decided to bring this matter to the court.

And it was actually mentioned that mar mixes with delinquents and not decent-at-all young adults!


I swear i am not a minah or whatsoever ppl call naughty kids nowadays laaa!

And one thing i'm sure off- That's slandering!

I'm one hell of a very good girl ok?!!!

And look at mar, does she look like some freak on the loose who would ste.al clo/thes from her relative's place?!


And mar, if u see this, i want to attend the hea,ring.

How could they?

ME a delinquent?

I tell my father!!!


well, to my friend, cheer up.

This is part of qadak and qadar.

I'll doa for you that everything will be alright.

And only God knows all the secrets and lies people had made.

And lastly, a picture of miss emooo.

I like!

Overall, enjoyed my outing eventhough it rained. Like mega rain!

Mega waves. Mega yatch. Mega pavillion. Mega mess. Mega twister. Mega this and that. So cool eh?

ok, tt's just me, side tracking. haha. sorry.

And now, im super duper happy coz i have no Supp papers to take!

but my GPA plunged down to a sheer 2.8 from a solid 3.1.

A bit sad but im just so happy over the fact that i have no supp papers to sit for!


and i cant wait for MIC!


8:23 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
I feel so colourful
Got back from Part A camp.
Darn tired.
Lack of sleep laa duh.
Had nuggets at 1 am in the morning, slept at 2am and woke up at 5 am.
just 3 hours of sleep is driving me insane.
I need my bed.

Anyway, part A camp was like a slack camp.
I cant believe that there are a lot of difference
between the olden days' part A camps and NOW.

One thing i'm sure the part As didnt face during the camp will definitely be: challenges.
Nothing was about facing challenges.
ok, physically demanding challanges!
oh well, things change!

I dont have the pictures.
Was too lazy to bring my camera around.
But here are the pictures i took before the camp.

One Day Before Camp.

i was very upset over something that happened recently.
And so, to avoid myself from thinking abt it,
I decided to cheer myself up.
With: dressing up like ive never before!

and i got adik to join in the fun too!

take note of the excessive amount of accessories.
which yes, dont match!

look at the colour combination of my clothes!
so wrong!

and adik decided to be some egyptian-cool-rapper-liked-maori-mak cik!
had so much fun going ard dancing to the
song irreplaceable by beyonce and making ppl laugh!

and then, that night, decided to camwhore in my butterfly dress!

only people with a SANE mind do this.

ok, right..
but im not insane either.
oh well..

GARANG not? fiercer than tiger right?!
i feel soooo KENTAL!

And finally, a week before the camp, the NCOs
decided to meet up and confirm the delegation of task.

And as u can see, the above: all the female CLTs were there to lend a hand.
and oh, spot raudah!

and there she is!

coolest dudettes in NCC east.

after the meeting, anis, raudah and me went to chill at the mall.

And after so much talking and reminiscing the old prss days,
we went to buy some finger food and left central for home.

and after reading this entry again, i realize i'm not making any sense.
that's just beacuse: I'm TIRED.
oh well, i shall sleep now!

good night oak trees!


10:04 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, March 09, 2008
All over the world tonight
Firstly, I would to wish all women out there a very very happy women's
It's your day, so, shine on everyone!
shine on!
You're just special in each and ur own way.
At least i know that you are!

And speaking about being special.
Sometimes i wonder where i stand in people's heart.
People who knows me, people who are close to me and who claims that they
Both friends and families..

I felt super awful yesterday, very very very shitty!
I felt like I am just useless in the eye of the world!
I felt like I am a nobody.
Sometimes, i think that im treated as if i'm like a human being with no
Like an ugly \Man"e*quin\.
I mean, a FUGLY menequin.
Not forgetting a stupid one too!
Stupid and Brainless manequin.

And so, i did some self-reflection.
Tried so hard to convince myself that..
ohhhhhh NVM!

And i suddenly remembered..
A friend once told me that it's not worth crying over someone who
makes you cry.
And so, those words turn my frown into a smile.
It may be distorted but i'm glad that i'm over it!

Thank you my friend (if u know who u are)..
Thank you.


3:16 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, March 08, 2008
That Guy
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look you're never there
And every time I sleep you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

ok, call me a bitch, a crazy person,
screw loose somewhere up in the brain maniac,
or whatsoever..
but i think i'll add that afro guy into my EYE CANDY list!
and where can i see him?
let me try to remember..


ohhhh2, i remember now!
i can see him in TP!

(i think)



3:36 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, March 07, 2008
i know im suppose to update everything about study week.
(the mugging period as we call it)..
but i'm so lazy.
there are soooooo many things to talk about.

and since it's already 12.20am now.
it's already FRIDAY!
and i have to meet up the girls(my hot hot hot NCC girls) for PART A camp briefing later.
but i feel feverish.
my throat's damn dry and itching (?!!) !!!

ok, make me LAUGH ppl!
yes, laugh!
coz, they say, laughter is the best medicine!
and if i get to see..MR.A______ tmr,
it'll be double the remedy + happiness for me.
imagine this: laughter and MR.A______.

*leaps like leap years*

and check this out..



12:18 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, March 06, 2008
But you're so hot that i melted
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved LOVED.
well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and
damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
Ah, la peaceful melody


2:20 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
We could have been famous
hello you.
im currently running a temp.
due to being out in the pouring rain..

me and my dear classmates when to east coast park to ____.
you fill in the blanks la.
but it's kinda fun though.
and definitely cant wait for our camp-cum-chalet!
so, here are the pictures!

it was raining heavily and all of us were drenched!
so, took shelter for a while and camwhored.
played a game or two and soon after it was only drizzling.
so, we decided to cycle back..

and here are the pictures taken while waiting for the rain to subside.

then, we had three other friends joinng us,
they were late due to..erm, i cant remember why.
so, we had taufiq, dewei and peiying joining us a lil bit later.
and we decided to chill at mac (while waiting for the rain to stop) before cycling to the jetty to yes, camwhore again!

and so..here we are, at the jetty!
but too bad la, there weren't any waterspouts sightings.
if there is, we could have been famous!
i'll call stomp! laaa by then!

yeay! i am the only one with eyes open!

soon xiang planned to ask jeff to be his gay partner.
but sadly, jeff's straight..
and as u can see now, life isn't a straight line for soon xiang!

*glances at N..UM*

the above: jeff and jeremy with pork intestines.


well, basically it's just that.

many hours wating for the rain to stop.
and just a few minutes to get drenched from head to toe.
an experienced not to be forgotten.
and the above picture: taken by me at the event- manhunt 2008.
apparently, no mas selamat is in that picture.


and here are the ladies..

ok, till next time.

au revoir!


11:47 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥