Told you i'm in love but i wanna tell you this again, i'm in love. And i love ME. I also love to randomly jumble up words and put them all together. And
you'll get things like ticktockclock, kingofphiranhasbirdflocks, saccharinslumber, popcorndog, lollinggirrafe, pepperedparrot and more. Finally,
i also do my part in saving the earth because i save water for i shower with my boyfriend. HEE :D
And for those who are here with means to make my blog as a huge deal of mockery, please kindly leave :)
i dont need people like you to read on more, so go POOF! okay, bye!
1. a zebra for a pet
2. a pair of shiny wings
3. a 15 carat ring
had school in the morning(: end at 7 and there's no touch training today.
so, went out to have dinner with some crazy people whom i love! raudah, jh and elfie! we went to eat at ramen ten and of course, being the instructors of 54th CLT intake, rau and elfie had lotsa story to tell! enjoy their company and when we were all full, rau came out with this brilliant idea. and that was to eat ice-cream! (fat lah sia! hahaha! not)
so, i suggested to buy a tub and spend the hours eating and crapping. bought two tubs-raspberry ripple-YUM! and -pepermint choc-YUMMIER!
ate the ice-cream and slack at open plaza and watch the night life there. but night was a bit young..
and the ultimate thing was..i saw him! saw brownie! gosh. eating dinner at pastamania. and yes, saw him in sch too. while waiting for lecture..
but again, feelings not there lah sia! haiyah!
so, i kind of ignored his presence and carried on crapping around with the gundus! hehehe(:
camwhored a lil using rau's phone.. and played fiee's PSP.
and yeah..they had to go. reporting back to HQ by 2300hrs.
and FRENCH is gahhhhhhhs. kind of killing me! (: hee.
hi there people of the nation! camp was a bit dry. but my teammates from Charon A are awesome people! they're bunch of great people and FUNNY too. mass dance was shiiiiok! and it's still super hard to fall in love nowadays. but ive laid my eyes on you! that's all i wanna doooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. everytime i see you, i feel brand new! you've open up my heart. HAHAHAHA! riiiiiighhht =p
french is getting complicated now. im afraid i cant cope with it. and im tired of school.
ok, enough of all that.. anw, i'll be attending a 3 days camp in sch starting tmr. but im returning hm earlier. ive to study for my religious class exams. and the camp commandant allowed me to go off at 8pm on saturday.
tmr's evening will be jam and hop. organized by the rawkers of TP rawks! and i cant go..coz ive got camp. it's a waste coz jam and hop makes me sweat! it's like a sauna down thr. it's only tt the lights are dimmer! hahaha!
and ive to mention this-> this yr's o level candidates are damn cute! the guys i mean.. hahahas.
ouh, the update on the angahs' wedding? soon kays?! ive not gotten the pic frm my cousin. will sure post it here. but not so soon..
it's already pass midnight. and here i am..burning the midnight oil..blogging? hahas. no laaa. im muggingplusblogging.
and training was fine just now. tired a bit.. and there's a lot of room for improvements.
school was fine too. but very rushy and pushy(?). deadlines seems to be everywhere!
and the angahs are leaving for phuket later at 7 in the morning. wont be sending them off.. and to both angahs.. have a safe journey lovelies(: enjoy ur honeymoon! love both of you! will pray for both of your safety. and dont worry! both of u will be SAFE!
and, why is it so hard to fall in love nowadays? HAHAHA!
heys. ive been missing lately yeah? busy la.. and i will update on bro's wedding soon k? all i can say is that they look perfect together(: congratz to KAK NGAH AZA and ABANG NGAH ZAI! love u guys! and kak aza..welcome to the DIN's club(:
school was not so great. very tired la. and i get confuse easily nowadays and it's sooo super frustrating ok?! hahas.
but training was shiok! ive learn a lot. and to come and think abt it.. i think it's worthwhile that i forget what recently happened to me. ok, between an unknown and me.
it doesnt matter anymore now. all im concentrating on is just to play well and make it in for the next comp. hehes. hopefully.. if not..i still think tt it's ok and i just have to put my best foot forward the very next time. eh? what are failures for eh?
and.. there's a lot more i must learn.. like this and that..yah..that one..and erm..yes2! this one too(:
and sayang laaaaaa. wasted a bit la. im gonna miss the 2 days camp. if not i can learn a lot a lot alot.
but, FAMILY comes 1st kay? my bro's wedding comes first. hahas.
and i believe that i still have all the opportunity in this world to learn more(: i still have my friends who can update me with the knowledge my coaches bestowed upon them what? but my bro's wedding is confirm plus chop in the head an event that happens only ONCE in my life!! so i choose to give my bro all the support he needs on taht day ok? am i sweet or what? hehehe.
and i'm happy that ive achieved something today.. despite of being sad over some stuff a few days ago.
and, and, and. french is getting tougher(: hahahas.
Bonsoir(good evening in french.)
and i saw zaz just now!!! and if u're reading this..thanks eh for telling the whole world that my chinese name is CACING! hahahas.
im back to normal rantings i guess. as usual-im showered with..yes, u've guessed it-PROJECTS! im going bonkers man!
EBM's -E-biz presentation is due next monday! there's protfolio to be handled. and this is only phase ONE! My head is spinning sia. It's as if there's tremor.. Brain tremor???!!! haha.
what the hell..
i also have.. SAS-System Analysing which is an IT subject and it is a pain in the ass! i swear i dont want to work in the IT department in future. all IT modules never fail to scare me..
apart from that..i have.. DBIS-Database, another IT subject is like a serial killer on the loose! and my japanese tutor is killing me(: her accent is making me nuts. coz i cant understand a thing she said. and the project is about database.. the thought of it makes me feel intimidated. i dont feel like gg to sch..thx to it.
Microeconomics-hopefully it'll be a breeze. the same project but i will have to crap on products this time round.
Business Accounting 2-coping well with it. i hope..
POM-Principle of Management. I dont see the necessity of us learning this. many things to memorize and i hate memorizing!
and finally, my CDS-French. i just hope it wont be much of a burden but one thing for sure.. im loving it(:
i think things are a lil better now(: i should not be petty when it comes to family yeah?
and again, just as i thought my life was getting better, i was again, yes, again, WRONG! some misfortune would just come punching right smack into my face!
what if it wasnt me u heard? what if i was joking when i said it? what if you misunderstood what ive said? what if someone maligned me? what if someone put words into my mouth? what if someone backstab me? what if you were deceived by someone? what if it did not happen? and... WHAT IF I SAID NOTHING AT ALL?!
but again, even if i were to have said it. it may be offensive, but i bet i dont just say anything without a reason.
and now, if i were to think abt it again, y must i worry if i know i did not say anything. but i was in tears because i was mad.. why wouldnt u tell me who? the very least thing i can do to her is apologise.
i will be trying my best to be a better person.. and one who will not disappoint u again..
well, ive heard of people talking about you. and to me, it was not a waste of time, sincerely trying, to protect ur name. just want you to know that, it's great to know someone like you.
maybe the reason u told me this is because u care..im being positive here. and with that, u want me to change.
i will try..
and im sorry if ive said something really very wrong.
and yes, i heard a lot more than what u heard from me. but ask me why i chosed to stay mum.