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MALIA:I make grape juice out of lemons & I'm in ♥ MALIA:Saya cakap melayu.
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Told you i'm in love but i wanna tell you this again, i'm in love. And i love ME. I also love to randomly jumble up words and put them all together. And you'll get things like ticktockclock, kingofphiranhasbirdflocks, saccharinslumber, popcorndog, lollinggirrafe, pepperedparrot and more. Finally, i also do my part in saving the earth because i save water for i shower with my boyfriend. HEE :D

And for those who are here with means to make my blog as a huge deal of mockery, please kindly leave :)

i dont need people like you to read on more, so go POOF! okay, bye!

wishing well

1. a zebra for a pet
2. a pair of shiny wings
3. a 15 carat ring

Bite Me!

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Aishaa Kid .
Amira .
Anthony .
Azim .
Cecima .
Hafiz Salleh .
Haeqal .
Haqimah .
Iqah .
Izzat .
Jumari .
Maine .
Mima .
Natiara .
Nura .
Nuruddin .
Prss Ncc Girls .
Raudah .
Saliha .
Syam .
Taufiq .
Weisheng .
Xiaowei .
Yra .
Yuzil .
Zakk .
Zulhilmi .


on Saturday, 07 November 2009

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Drinking: nothing
Watching: nothing
Listening: nothing
Surfing: nothing
Reading: nothing

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Family Potrait

Picture this in your mind.
-Life without ME!
ohh..isnt it PERFECT(: ♥


6:57 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Somewhere out there
out of this world for a while.
will be back soon.


11:29 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
out of this world for a while.
will be back soon.


11:28 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
out of this world for a while.
will be back soon.


11:26 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Back soon
out of this world for a while.
will be back soon.


7:20 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Black Beauty


6:09 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Im Rated Last
confirm plus chop my head!
i just sick of living at home!!
u made me jealous and for that, i realize that ive wasted my 17 odd yrs in this world.
thanks to EVERYONE who i think are good at sucking up!
and not forgetting you!
well, nice acting!
maybe u shud be one of my cast when i direct a musical!
and guess what?
u can choose to hate me all u want!


7:32 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, October 26, 2007
Tsetchem Leshalom
sent bibik to the airport and bid her farewell!
hopefully she'll have a safe journey home back to east java and a safer journey back to singapore.
she'll arrive samarang airport later at 11.30pm and will take a bus to her home!
come back soon bibik!
Au Revoir!


10:52 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
I am the Antagonist
why everytime i try to blog, ppl will just spoil my freaking good mood?
it's not as if it's my fault that Aqil wants to pee on his own.
he did not tell any of the adults he wanted to pee!
and who got the bloody blame?
wah thanks uh!
if u guys keep blaming all misfortunes that happen on me,
all stupid things that happen on me,
and EVERY single WRONG things that happen on me..
than im better off DEAD!

and when i thought things were getting better..i was just so wrong!

it's final i say, i dont want to impress u guys anymore.
coz since u keep saying that im useless and im the most despicable among my siblings..
then..that shall and will be the way.

u ask for it!

and ur wish is my command!

tell me who's problematic now?!


6:07 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Love Rareness, Comprehend Me
FUCK it la!
i dont care anymore!
someone provide me an answer why God wants me to live!
why cant my parents just dump me when i was still petite and let me get eaten by cute little cats!
why cant they just kill me when i was delivered to this world?!!
why wasnt there complications when i was to be delivered?
and why wasnt there complications that will lead to my death!
why do i live if i lack the love from both parents?
what's the use if they just provide money for my fucking education and for my god damn survival when i dont feel im loved!
why when everything my siblings do, right to them and what i did all along are wrong?!
why the fuck i go this far to just please nobody else but them?!
and needless to say! i failed!
and if u ever think that life in poly is fucking easy and it's the same 20 fucking yrs ago, then u're wrong!
u're wrong damn it!
stop comparing my siblings' lives last time and my fucked up life now!
stop saying that they are fucking better than me and that im never doing fine!
just stop ur bloody idea of seeing me as someone who doesnt have a future and my dreams are fucking unreal!
i know im fugly and my siblings are far off better than me.
i know im stupid and i go poly for nothing!
i know im some problem child..who u shud just kill when i was a little kid!
i cant believe i actually live this long!
i cant! and ive had enough of ur nonsense!
someone shoot me from the back!
i wanna go to heaven NOW!


12:09 AM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Baby, It's Raining
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard
Together we'll mend your heart
Because ...

When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other

You can stand under my Umbrella


6:41 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Love School
Once more..
nothing but projects and torturing my brain cells..
and i totally love it!
hell yeah(:

emo freaks.

sasa and me.

emo jamesy-NOT!

Benjamin seah, me and sasa in the background.
school's here already!


5:57 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Do i have a choice?
errrr...SCHOOL! here i come-not

and i think to myself..what a wonderful world!


9:51 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Saturday, October 20, 2007
The Rhythm of Imperfection
Why must u always look down on me?
why did u shut me up when i try to share u my dreams?
why am i soooo rotten in ur eyes?
and why at times, i feel like im dispensable in ur life?

but again, i know where i stand and that im nothing compared to them.

and at times, i wonder..y u ever care.

i hope i can tell u this..
just dont mess with imperfection..

Well my dearest, you have widely mistaken my character..

and now, u listen to the imperfect notes being harmonized.


9:39 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Friday, October 19, 2007
In Need of Stardom
When the RANDOM bug injects its venom in us..And when we try to be aspiring and ambitious actresses..(swop BOTH the A words to desperate) this is how horrible we sound like.

drunkard on the loose: kau gila eh?
ronz the kambing: sikit sikit laa
ronz the kambing: sikit punya gila punya orang uh
ronz the kambing: lu mana faham
drunkard on the loose: gua fham
drunkard on the loose: lu india mari
ronz the kambing: gua dtng negeri cina sana laa
ronz the kambing: mak gua orang cina
ronz the kambing: bpk gua baba
drunkard on the loose: alamak
drunkard on the loose: pening
ronz the kambing: jadi gua tau cakap ni sikit2 mlayu laa
ronz the kambing: lu pening apa macam?
ronz the kambing: asl lu pening?
drunkard on the loose: kalau anta..bapak anta arab! mak anta itu egypt mari la! haha.
ronz the kambing: pegi makan panadol sana laa
ronz the kambing: lu mak bpk org kaya ka?
ronz the kambing: negeri arab sana mnyk org kaya2 laa
drunkard on the loose: panadol tak baguus. anta makan itu kurma..baguus!
ronz the kambing:kurma ehh
drunkard on the loose: mak bapak anta itu ada kilang minyak la.
drunkard on the loose: banyak kaya!
ronz the kambing: dah ehh
ronz the kambing: setop it seyy

Banyak kita punya MEREPEK!
DAH SAH JAWA..buat hal jawa lah eh? haha(:


2:46 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Dress For Me
Went HQ to collect my no. 2(:
Had lunch plus dinner at NYP's mac.
And the meals are all super cheap.

Yeay! I've been to NYP! -_-'

Yra trying to remove all the saturated fat. LOL!

Yra finishing up the last fry.
I call it the shy fry.
and the lonely one too..-.-''

i think there's a cute guy behind me.

YRA! u should capture his face la..LMAO!-not.

And the ride home on bus no. 72 was looooooong..

Ps: I want to CRY!


8:47 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Hava Sans
went out with rau, fx and khai.
walk ard marina square and then to suntec.
rau wants to buy her hava.
but in the end..I, as in me myself and i ended up buying a pair for myself.

i thought of buying them some other time but they're irresistable!
plus the salesman who attend to erm, well, my needs was CUTE!
haha. MAT JEN!

met up with ZM and zac soon after and had dinner @ kfc.

so yeah..burnt $50 for a pair of sandals.

and thanks for the fun you guys! (:

ps: ma'am devi's SON is darn cute too!


9:07 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
My 17th Aidilfitri
Hari raya was well, a bit of an agony..
as it was quite unexpected..why?
well, read on..

we did the normal every raya morning which is to..
of course..seek for fogiveness and make amends for all mistakes done.

ate a lot of tasty food as we went visiting.
it was fun..that was day one(:

and erm, day two..

that was when the misfortune began to take place!
it was mayhem when my 7 yrs old cousin encountered an epileptic/fits attack!
and it happened at yes, at the din's residence.
we were about to make a move to along's place when the unforeseen happened..

i tried to calm the situation down but to no avail.
did suggest a way or two to help her out..
but again..the adults were locked in and my words fell on deaf ears.
so, i started to cry..knowing what they did were all wrong!

and we spent most of the supposedly blithesome hours in KK that evening.

but now, nashitah is doing fine.
she had to struggle with a few relapse till now though, but i know she's a strong girl!
she'll be as happy as ever!

lets pray nothing but the most pure happiness for her and insya'allah,
she'll have a speedy recovery..

And lets not forget to say a few prayers for aqil, who ate too many sweets yesterday..tsk2..
prayers so that he will recover fast too.
He's coughing and vomitting phlegm due to sweets consumed while we were having dinner.

brought him to the doctor's and the doctor said he'll be fine in a day or two..
if he eats his medicine that is..i think(: hoho!

oh wells, 17yrs of celebrating hari raya and hopefully, more to come..
and tt's just how ive celebrated my 17th..so, care to tell me how's urs?!


7:17 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Raya pictures
and so..since abg long is the oldest..
he shall be the first to be in the queue..

along is the 2nd..she's waiting for her turn..

then after along is abang..nice orange baju melayu abg..

then..u have me(:

ayah..pls forgive me...

and lastly, we have adik.. eh, where's ibu?!

the next singapore idol..

abg long and along..

the grandson in pink and the grandparents in blue(:

beraya lah bersama kami..di rumah din..

people in pink..P.I.P

along getting adik ready..

the dins..

adik and me!

the ladies..plus aqil..

me and my mum!


6:33 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Syawal's Here
To all my muslim friends out there..
Hope you will forgive me if i've let you down.
I will too condone your wrongdoings towards me.
Have a great Syawal ahead(:
-Yours sincerely, Iqmalia


11:25 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Rakanku sekalian
Kepada rakan-rakan sekalian..
Inginku minta maaf atas segka salah dan silap selama ini..
Mohon maaf zahir dan yang di dalam hati..
Selamat menyambut Aidilfitri!
-yang ikhlas, Iqmalia


11:18 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Ayah & Ibu
To mum and dad..
Happy Birthday(:
I thank God everyday that I have both of u.
Both still by my side.
Both mine and both so fine!
No words can describe how amazing both of you are..
Love both of a lot!


11:10 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Salam Aidilfitri

YEAY! hari raya is just around the corner and i cant wait to get MONEY$$!
haha! (:

and yes, to all my muslims friends out there!
hang on a while more!
a few more days and it's VICTORY for all of us(:
enjoy urself during Hari Raya!


11:08 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Just around the corner

Status: AWAY-(Baking COOOKIES)

hell YEAH!



3:17 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
The Book
Hey(: the other day, i went to the library with khai and borrowed a book by Paulo Coelho; Like the Flowing River. It is a collection of his reflections and short stories and yes, ultimately, after reading a few of his reflections on life, im hooked to the book, no doubt!

And his stories trigger my heart to yes, follow my dreams and try to achieve it no matter what kind of hurdles and challanges there are in the world that will hinder me from accomplishing my dreams.

So, after reading particularly on the part of achieving goals, that night, while everyone else was asleep, i sat by the window and started to build sandcastles in the air! God! Now i know i have many dreams, too many in fact and many are those of not within my reach! And i soon realize that one of the many hurdles that ive to face is doubtlessly the excessive amount of self-doubt in me!

And there were many qns i asked myself. Many of those what ifs qn and those that affects my confidence. Sad as it may sound like, but to me, all those qns almost scare me to death and there was even a qn which drove me to the extent of making me to quit thinking abt making those dreams happen!

But the voice in me encourage me to hold on and turn my weakness to yes, my strength! Wait a minute! Turn my weaknesses into my strength! Sounds insane right?! But it took me a while to see daylight!

I've decided to look on the very shimmering (shimmering sounds nicer than brighter) side of life and told myself that i am not alone and that there are many people out there who will encounter, have encountered and are encountering their own self-doubt moments! I swear when u look within urself and saw ur weaknesses, u will feel damn awful! i did and i felt like calling someone (but it was already late at night, and i needed time of my own) and talk abt it and of course to let the dreadful feeling to subside!

But hey! I found the ans to kill the feeling, it is to tell myself to be determined and keep on going, and at the same time learn from all my mistakes made and work on how to make it better! I also look at all the great things that ive done-YES! big and small and im glad ive made it this far in life!

I should also have faith in myself and concentrate on whatever i am doing now than bemoan over what i call the past and yearn something from the future!

So yeah, i am going to take small steps to turn my weaknesses into my own strength! POWER to MALIA! haha(: and, it's ok if at times, u awful abt urself! If that happens, just take that opportunity to look at the real person within you and at the same time plan how to make YOU, yes, yourself to SPARKLE!

we can achieve our dreams!


9:45 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Have You?
maybe it's just the right time i ignore the voices inside of me saying that i shud not stop salvaging this friendship! and maybe i should not even try to change ur perception of me now.and maybe i shud STOP shielding this undeniably wrecking freindship of ours! honestly, i was the only one trying to rescue what seems to be a good start and i realize now that it was a waste of MY time coz u decide to hold on to the freaking past! i realize that ive been illusionize by the way u tried to give me that slight respect i deserve frm you now. and maybe i shud not even bother to apologise and let u have all the freaking time in the world to think that im a rotten egg coz uve decided to breathe in the air of the freaking past! i really thought u would just ditch what u call the ugly past and accept nothing but the freaking future! i really thought after what it seems like u condoning my freaking mistakes, u would look within myself and start to accept me as a part of ur life! i really thought that after all those apologising u would stop looking at me in freaking diff way! i really thought you got over that one fugly thought, but ultimately, u live ur life, holding on to what seems to be a habit of yours. a habit of allowing the past to haunt u right down! guess i was wrong. i never thought things could be all so wrong now!i know u are one who keeps mum abt anything and everything until the time is ripe and u let ur feelings out. but hey! what's the use of bringing up the past? u're a great leader urself. i bet uve heard of phrases like u shud forget the past and move on in the next phase of life..

so much of respecting you and giving u the respect u deserve.
so much of trying to help you.

im so disappointed.

like ive said before, it's time u open ur eyes wider and look at things deeper within! it's time we forget the past and learn from the mistakes that we did..

i did.
but have you?


4:45 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Birthdays at SG
i am super lazy to blog. i dont know what have come over me. coz i've never felt so super lethargic before. ive never felt like a person without a backbone before. ok, ive been like the mentioned but not as bad before. and im so so so bored! and yes, abt the past few days outings and gatherings.. allow the pictures to do the talking and let them entertain you! here we go(:

the seoul garden evening was awesome(:

and i know both rau and fie enjoyed themselves A LOT!


and YRA is sooo cute! and of course! DARN lame uh!
click on pic to have a bigger view.
go on!


4:07 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
easties FAREWELL night
It was heartbreaking to see the seniors leave but yes, like they've mentioned..it's time we open our hearts to the new ones(:
Hey seniors! u guys will be greatly missed!

After the gathering..did some camwhoring, YES, myself!

and no, i aint a psychopath!


2:50 PM ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥