1023rd entry and the last.
I'm sorry that I have to do this.
Memories in this blog; bittersweet.
& Im moving on. No, I have to move on.
xo
8:31 AM
ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
MOST OF THE TIMES I DON'T GET YOU.. YOU'D BE ALL SWEET AND THEN THE NEXT DAY YOU'D TALK SHIT TO ME. CAN YOU TELL ME IF YOU REALLY ARE IN LOVE WITH ME? BECAUSE BEING IN LOVE WITH ME IS SO MUCH MORE DIFFERENT THAT LOVING ME.
I hope there’s someone out there that will understand, the most important thing in a relationship is not making them feel great about themselves! This includes you mister! I really hope you understand!
Half the time, I think the people you (or we all) date just say stuffs in the hopes that you’ll say something similar back to them. Yeah, they probably mean it in some remote way, but I have no doubt that’s their true motive. …Actually, who am I kidding. All of them do that. Okay, most of us do that!
So help me out here mister............i met you for a reason!
Anyway.
The most important thing is , that you are willing to get hurt. You are willing to lay all your emotions out in front of them and to risk requital being denied. You don’t act nonchalant when you’ve been screwed over!
And when i said i dont care - i dont literally mean it!
Sometimes, it is easier to say you dont care instead of trying to explain every reason why you still do! and in my case, AGAIN & AGAIN.
F laaaa.
Love's a bitch. But I need her!
5:18 AM
ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
Rejection.
It Hurts.
And to reject, hurts more.
Today i felt the pain.
Now i know how it feels to reject someone in need.
Sorry stranger, my boss does not hire anyone as of now.
I wish you all the best for your future endeavor.
Never give up till you get what you plan to achieve in life!
I am very sure you will do great out there.
Well wishes,
Malia
Quite often I spend my time longing and wanting to be somewhere else - a place where I don't recognise the streets or the names of buildings, where everything looks like the pictures I've spent an entire lifetime sifting through, where people speak a beautiful language I don't understand but appreciate all the same. Where nothing looks familiar, because familiarity breeds contempt. No?
This year I really do hope my dreams of travelling are a little closer towards being achievable.
1:05 AM
ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
wait till i lay my hands on you.
teehee.
12:55 AM
ohhhhhh maliaargh! ♥
iqmalia@hotmail.com
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